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A Live Performance for a Friend

by Stephen Hodd

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1.
A Man Like I 05:22
What is this that burns me? Blacks my heart and spurns me. Turns my legs to jelly pegs Hooks me and deserts me. Coldness gets the best of me, To you I give the rest of me, But you ran just when I fell down, Threw my body into the hollow. Then you filled it up with all these empty tears. You ploughed my fallow field to the light, I wished I’d learned how to break you. Set us free from false delight. With rotting rope and a fisherman’s eye, I spy, I spy, what a catch is a man like I. Who are you to blame me? When of you say you, seek to save me, Rescue me to heckle me. Fuck me just to fix me. Broken bottles mark the way. Eggshell feet in fields of clay, Oh there was no light deserting. So what’s with all the hurting? Why’d you tie my feet and teach me how to run? I’ve screamed until my face turns blue. Pinprick silence always see’s you through. I used to be your go-getter sweater. But now I’m the the thread for a hangman’s noose. I swing, I swing, what a catch was a man like I. I wish that I could lose this aching for you.
2.
I’m sending my heat out, wherever it goes, I hope that it reaches from your head to your toes. I wish you all kindness, I wish you good things, That you’ll look out for neighbours and see eyes that are kind. If it ever gets too much and you need somewhere to lay down, I’ll keep my door open, we’ll keep the darkness at bay. I’ll be fire for you. And if you see someone going down, won’t you help them back to their feet, I’m sure they were once like you are now, trying hard to find relief, They love just as you love, they can hurt just as you hurt Someone has been there father, someone has been their mother too. So if you see someone fading, won’t you take them by the hand, Sometimes we all need rearranging, to be the best that we can. I’ll be fire for you, come burn with me, Sending smoke signals up to the stars Yeah, We’ll shine out like beacons for those who can’t see. Let’s just burn here for a little while All these little fires make an inferno.. All these little fires make an inferno.. Won’t let little fires ever burn low. Won’t let little fires ever burn low. We will light up the night now.
3.
Welcome Home 03:31
In your eyes I see the fire, Burnin’ brighter than a star. In your heart I know you yearn, For a love that makes you burn. For a love that makes you burn. And I know that in good time, You’ll find love that is divine. You’ll find love that is divine. When the flood gates open, Life will turn around. And when you look into their eyes, You’ll no longer have to hide. You’ll no longer have to hide. Welcome Home, home, home, home, home oh oh home, home oh oh, Welcome Home, home, home, home, home oh oh home, home oh oh, No more cold and lonely nights, Curled up by the fireside, Curled up by the fireside, Someone to love and hold you tight, Someone who can love you right, Someone who can love you right No return to sender. No more lost and found. They’ll jump up and down with you, And they’ll cry out loud ‘I do’. And they’ll cry out loud ‘I do'. Welcome Home, home, home, home, home oh oh home, home oh oh, Welcome Home, home, home, home, home oh oh home, home oh oh.
4.
Monument 06:53
The daggers came out in the bright of the bay, We were poets and drunkards, lost in the decay, Some words were muttered, some were cast in stones, Thrown into the waters of the wilfully unknown. What say you lover, my sister of the night? Shall we trade our ancient language and drink til it gets light? Keep spinning the bottle until it points away, I guess we can agree to live to fight another day I waged a war for your loving, You lit the beacon that drew me into your valley, Where I laid my arms down, surrendered to your body, I built a monument to all that was amazing. Will we still love what we find as we start to loose our minds? Steal the cap of sweet liberty from beneath the storm washed pines? Cold hands turn to the ghosts of what they will become, Your eyes telling me softly this has all gone wrong. The cross you bear around your neck isn’t what it seems, It slides across your body chastening your dreams, How can we act as if that was the way? Those of cloth and crucifix get their tricks from dirty play. I waged a war for your loving, You lit the beacon that drew me to your valley, I laid my arms down, surrendered to your beauty. Where I built a monument for all that was amazing, Oh your loving eyes, Oh good god those loving eyes, I gave them all I have, Until I was truly blind, I’m as naked as the wind, calling your Atlantic tide, I wish you all the best, And god damn it eternal rest. I wish you all the best, And god damn it eternal rest.

about

On the last night of August '22, I ventured to the nocturnal life-blood of Madrid to watch an old touring friend of mine play a sold out show. Armed with just his guitar and some heartfelt words he continued to absolutely raise the roof from the rafters as he had the 3000+ capacity crowd screaming his words back to him. The elation was beyond palpable. It was truly inspiring to be a part of that exchange of spirit energy.

So the next day having promised to share some new music with him I considered my options. Do I send a fully produced track, or maybe a half produced demo, or do I try to give back some of that spirit that he gave in the form of a live performance? I chose the latter and set myself up a single mic for my voice and a cable from my guitar in the basement of where I was staying in the foothills of the Sierra de Guadarrama. I pressed play and rambled on.

What emerged, to my ears at least, has a quality that I find almost impossible to capture in any environment other than that of a live arena. I was totally oblivious to the microphone other than considering it to be a vessel for communication. There was no pressure to get a perfect take. All I had to do was to inhabit the songs and put some fearless energy into the work. I had to get out of my own way and not prejudge my true expression.

As someone who often struggles to enjoy over produced music yet finds himself beholden to commit to such a delivery in many working moments; as it is the want of the industry in which I partake to seek such 'perfection', I find it so liberating and emboldening to surrender to the release of such a pure moment in time. I am reminded of the possibility that when the lights go out in the external world a light comes on within. One needs few tools save for a guitar and a song to commit truth to such an artistically pure moment. Everything else is just stuff. Now, this is not to state that I do not believe that technology provides amazing tools for musical voyaging; on the contrary, I am a supporter and a practitioner of art via live-looping and experimentation as well. But I do believe that a good song must stand up in unadorned fashion before it can be thrown to the wolves of experimentation.

So, I am very happy to present this 4 track EP in order that you the listener can hopefully enjoy a moment of purity in a world hellbent on obfuscation. A moment that is becoming increasingly rare to find in the music charts and radio stations of the modern age.

You will hear some hard to hear utterances at the end of a couple of tracks as I was speaking between the songs and was taken aback by connecting so deeply with the subject matter of the songs. But that is live music. Full of reality. Full of scars. Full of beauty.

Thank you for listening. If you enjoy these songs please share them.

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released September 23, 2022

Words, Music and Capture by Stephen William Hodd

Photography by Maria de la Iglesia.

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Stephen Hodd UK

Singer//Songwriter//Live-Looper
Born in Scotland and raised amidst the rich tapestry of Irish culture, Stephen Hodd is an esteemed artist now based in Suffolk, UK.

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